Saturday, May 17, 2014

Even mercy

   We have been watching the story unfold for the last few nights on the local news.  It is a story we have heard before, with minor variations.  It goes like this.     
   A young, dark, evil-looking man has killed his ex-girlfriend's mother in her driveway and taken the ex-girlfriend hostage.  Every night, just after the weather and before the sports, we are reminded that he is believed to be traveling about with this woman, and that he is, as they say, believed to be armed and dangerous.  No kidding.
   Tonight we hear that the police finally cornered him in an old apartment building, which they efficiently evacuated and placed under siege.  The killer soon released his ex-girlfriend (it is his true love for her, after all, that has started all this), and settled in for the obligatory night of phone calls from the police negotiator. 
   Now the clean-cut District Attorney is telling us how it ended.  At some point the police decided that the “situation” could not be brought to a peaceful resolution.  Just what led to that conclusion is not explained, although it was awfully cold out.  In any event, someone decided it was time to storm the apartment building.  Apparently that was enough to also convince the man barricaded inside that the situation could not be brought to a peaceful resolution, and so he shot himself in the head.  The District Attorney says, with a straight face, “Unfortunately the suspect shot himself before we were able to reach him.”
   I wonder what the District Attorney would say if he could look directly into the camera, like they sometimes do on clever television comedies, and tell the audience what he really was thinking.  I know what I would say. 

   We waited for a good long time for this guy to come out and give himself up to our usually fair and generally lenient system of criminal justice.  Having waited through most of the night, we should not be required to wait indefinitely, further endangering and inconveniencing the people we evicted from the neighborhood and all of these policemen who have spent the night crouching behind their patrol cars while their own women and children are worried sick.  So we went in to seize him but he shot himself first.  That’s the way it goes sometimes with these extremely troubled, extremely violent types. 
   And on the whole it is not such a bad result.  This way the ex-girlfriend (whose condition no one has asked about) does not have to live through all this again  at the trial for murder and kidnapping.  She can begin to try to put this behind her as best she can; and if we put half as many resources into helping the victims as we did housing and feeding the offenders, no doubt she might have a better time of it.  And, come to think of it, this also allows us to avoid the considerable expense of housing and feeding and psychoanalyzing this very troubled, very violent man. 
   Even more to the point is this simple question:  who would be better off if he had surrendered and lived?  Not the killer, who has expressed rather clearly his own preference in the matter.  Presumably not the ex-girlfriend, who, among other things, now is spared the agony of waiting for the parole board to release the killer from prison.  Who?

   In short, I did not wish for the killer’s suicide, but neither am I troubled by it. 
I am reminded of a line in an essay I read a few weeks ago – to the effect that remembering, like burying one’s dead, is an act of mercy.  That is one thing that burying the dead can be.  It also can just be about preventing the smell and disease.
    And so here you see it.  In the long list of qualities where I fall short – even mercy.

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